Hey everybody, Its Reggie. Can you believe its Christmas Eve already, WOW! I know for me and maybe most of us the holidays bring with them joy and angst. For me they are an emotional roller coaster. For the past four years I shared the Christmas spirit with my girlfriend and her family. That's is until we separated in August. This year since I don't have that person to share the holiday with. All my efforts to be in the Christmas spirit faded as the days went by, work was hell, working everyday since Wednesday totaling about 65 hours. I didn't have time to shop or even think and reflect for myself what this holiday means without someone in my life. My mind is wrapped around being alone. A concept Ive been trying to grasp. I don't have that person to share the holiday with. I feel alone. Maybe I'm feeling sorry for myself, but I think I need to be alone and feel this.
Peace,
Reggie
Peace,
Reggie
1 comment:
why do you feel that you have to be alone??? it hurts when you say you need to be alone...you might want to know that, people do care about you...even tho that person is not in your life anymore you have to be open minded and let other people in..like me for example..
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